2 Legit to Quit

This is the message I just received a little under 15 minutes ago. A little overview: I got a nice young lady's number the other day in class, proceeded to text the pretty young lady the next day just saying hello. Here is the response:

Thurs, Sept 30, 12:48am

"Hey Sorry I didn't text you back the other day, Ive been super busy  but I just wanted to let you know (Even though it has been a couple days and it's almost 1:00 in the fucking morning *NOTE* this is not in the original text)

me and my boyfriend have been on the outs for a while but now were back together (thank God, I was worried there for a minute)

You seem like a really "legit guy" (Mc Hammer was pretty legit too so thanks)

I'm sorry I wasted your time (some more by sending you this dribble while you are trying to go to sleep)"

I don't get it.

Why the hell would you send someone a  message like this out of the blue? To be perfectly and frankly honest, I was happier not getting any message back. It was easier just to cut the loses and run, but to me this is just adding insult to injury and it's pretty weak.

Why would you think I would want to read this right now in the middle of the night? Why would I care about you and your boyfriends problems? Why do you think I said "hi" in the first place?

It just makes common sense to have left it instead of pointing out the facts I didn't really want to know.

Anyways, Im just bitching more than likely to a lot of people right now about my own insecurities and issues, but whatever. I guess tonight was just the straw to break the camels back. Now I'm just fired up.

Thank God Kid Cudi is around. He can put things in to better perspective. Check him out if you haven't and don't knock it until you try it. I hated rap a year ago and now it's the soundtrack to my life. This whole year has felt like this song to me so I'd like to share it with you. I won't even sugar coat it, but I've been lonely in my life lately. It's not that I don't have friends and family that I love dearly and are the reasons why I do what I do, but it it a crime to want more than that?

Back to the topic at hand, this is Kid Cudi's song "Man on the Moon" go to Youtube and listen now.

 Alright run it
I never gave a fuck
I never a fuck about what niggas thought about me
I mean I did but like fuck it you know what I'm sayin
You gon' love me man
You gon' love me man

V1
They can't comprehend
Or even come close to understanding him
I guess if I was borin they would love me more
Guess if I was simple in the mind
Everything would be fine
Maybe if I was jerk to girls
Instead of being nice and speakin kind words
Then maybe it would be ok to say then
I wasn't a good guy to begin with

HOOK
But my mind is all crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy...
They got me thinkin I aint human,
Like I came in from above, above, above, above...
Feelin like a airplane in the sky
But then they say I'm crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy...
They got me thinkin I aint human,
Like I came in from above, above, above, above...
Feelin like a bird sittin high high

CHORUS
I be that man on the moon
I'm that man on the moon
And imma do what I do so
Do you hey hey
I be posted with my blunt and a brew my dude
I'm that man on the moon
I'm up up on the moon

V2
Close my eyes, hide in the dark
It's a curtain call, come on come all
All I do is try to make it simple
The ones that make it complicated
Never get congratulated
I'm somethin different in all aspects
Don't want a woman just to love her assets
I Still wife her up even with her flat chest
The type to get hurt
But that's the past tense

HOOK
My mind is all hazy, hazy, hazy, hazy...
I be thinkin that I'm wrong,
Cuz they used to call me lame, lame, lame...
My swag was a little different
But then my mind is hazy, hazy, hazy, hazy...
I be thinkin that I'm wrong.
But they the ones who lame, lame, lame, lame...
I got the last laugh nigga

CHORUS
I be that man on the moon
I'm that man on the moon
And imma do what I do so
Do you hey hey
I be posted with my blunt and a brew my dude
I'm that man on the moon
I'm up up on the moon

Thanks for letting me vent. Again I really don't intend or want to sound like a Negative Nancy or that I'm some lame emo bitch whose all hung up and sad about  nothing. It's just frustrating out there sometimes to the point of insanity and shit like this little late night text stunt really pushed me over. But I guess that's why this blogs here for me to just let lose.  Please feel free to share any insights or comments. 

Good Night :)

Bogo